Well... ok... time for journal update
again, loads of things had happened... possitive, negative... well... both..
now it is time of hope, patience, self-restraint, working on self-confidence etc... putting it into two words: hard time
but i am really hopeful...

hope...
geez... tell me, why i want to laugh when i say it out loud?

this is also a time of waiting and suspense... time of struggling with yourself...

sometimes i think of making the same mistake again... but maybe this time it wouldn't ruin anything? maybe this time it is a way to save sth?

ok... nvm...

stairway to heaven.

PS. oh yeah... i've almost forgotten (how could i...). Thanks to everybody for birthday present 'Flowers of Evil' Baudelaire in french... :* <hug> really, great thanks.... <hug_again>